trypophobia

Setelah sekian lame aq mencari..baru aq tau name penyakit aq ni..
TRYPOPHOBIA...
maksudnye takut tengok gambar atau ape2 berlubang..semulajadi atau buatan..
bukan la takut tengok semua lubang..tapi kalau lubang2 tersebut berkumpul...cam contoh..
sarang lebah,pokok teratai..
tapi aq lebih cenderung kepada garisan2 berkumpul yg selari..cam gambar kt entry sebelum ni...
gambar luka tu aq x geli darah ke daging ke kulit ke..tapi garisan tu..meremang bulu tengkok..
aq rase cam nak bunuh diri je..aq try pakse diri aq dengan tengok gambar2 cam2...
tapi makin lame aq rase makin parah...tengok keyboard pun rase geli..
aq rase seram sejuk..asalkan banyak je..aq jadi seriau..
aq rase cam nak tembak kepala otak aq ni ngan pistol..
bg aq..clustered holes..ok la lg, clustered organic symmetrical lines..!@$!&*..bek aq mati je la..huhuhuhu..
aq x tau camne aq nak wat x seram tengok mende2 cam ni..aq rase lemah...
aq benci rase lemah..aq rase nak marah..tapi x tau kt sape..bile teringat gambar2 cam2..seriau..
AQ PALING BENCI RASE DIRI AQ LEMAH...tapi camne a nak lawan

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